i confess

I confess. . .

I got a PROMOTION at work, but I am a little overwhelmed.

Actually, alot overwhelmed.

I manage a gym and, the owners have big expectations.

I, also, have big expectations.

I don't like letting people down, and I worry I might fail.

However, I have a great support system, and I know the believe in me.

I confess. . .

I mildly (understatement) went into panic mode this morning when I saw the news about Japan.

I have said more than 10,000 prayers today for the men and women of the US Military helping out.

I have also said 10,000 prayers for the family effected by the disaster.

I've never been more proud NOT to receive an email from my Hubby. . .must be doing his job.

I confess. . .

I have cried ALOT this week.

This is our first deployment and I'm learning very quickly what this life is all about.

I have come to a few conclusions.

I will NEVER get used to him being gone.

I will NEVER completely be at ease until he's safe at home.

And I would NEVER trade this for anything in the world!

I confess. . .

I want a day off. . .literally. . .from my life.

I'm a bit exhausted, and I stress out easily and over extend myself.

I want to sleep all day. . .but there aren't enough hours.

I confess. . .

I hate you Daylight Savings Time.

You are not going to help my cause for more sleep.

I confess. . .

I love you Daylight Savings Time

You make the sun shine longer.

You make more hours at the beach possible.

I confess. . .

I have been a bad blogger.

I have a hard time deciding what to write about.

I spend most of my time OVER-thinking my ideas.

But I love to spend time reading posts from friends.

I confess. . .

I wouldn't mind this being my full time job!

Given the right amount of time, I think I could be good at this.

Maybe after I start having babies haha.

But, MOM, Cindy. . .don't get TOO excited ok. . .still some time to go haha.

Ok, that was it for this Friday. . .I think I will participate in this more often. If nothing other than to get things off my chest. It won't always be fun, but it will be real.

Sara Mac